It’s me! You probably have me in the naughty book because you haven’t gotten a letter from me since somewhere around 1980. I know I have been a “non-believer” for sometime, but sitting and watching my eight-year-old painstakingly compose her letter to you got me to thinking. She is writing you with the pure faith that you are a magical, loving, grandfatherly soul who wants nothing more than to make her happy. As I watched her sign her name and place her letter in the envelope addressed to
I thought that maybe she was onto something. Maybe I haven’t believed in a little over thirty years, but there is more to you than a one-night-a-year sleigh ride. The spirit of you, Santa Claus, is alive all over the world, and if I composed a letter, too, maybe my hopes and dreams would come true, as well.
Now, I’d like to say as a 43-year-old woman, I understand that my wants are much greater than an eight-year-old’s. She asked for an iPad-mini, and rumor has it, she has been on the good list this year and that she is probably going to get it! Don’t worry, Santa, we explained to her that it is really hard for the elves to put all of those apps inside that tiny machine, so she probably would only get one or two more items under the tree. God bless her heart, do you know what she said? She said, “Well, Jesus only got three presents, so I guess that will be enough for me.”
Santa, I am not going to ask for a new garage door or glass-block windows for the basement. Indubitably, it would be too much work to get the elves to install either of these items while you are here. I understand; I will save for those items myself. Also, I am not as materialistic as Sally or Lucy who thought the only happiness they could find would be in the banking or real estate markets. I have found in recent years that unbeknownst to my younger self, happiness is not found in what I possess. It is found in what I do, who I am, and with whom I share my time.
So I guess that leads me to what I really want more than anything in the world. Santa, what I really want is for you to visit me in my dreams and give me inspiration and courage. Since seventh grade, I have said that someday I would be a writer. However, I am not, well, at least not a published writer, and I fear that if I try to write anything of substance, it will be rejected. I need you to give me some good old fashion tenacity, mix in a little creativity, throw in a dash of vision, and maybe just maybe, I can get what I want for Christmas. Yes Santa, what I want for Christmas is to see my name in print. No, not just in the blogosphere world. I want to be in real print, with ink and color and pages that when you lift them to your nose they smell slightly acidic but fresh and clean and people of all walks of life can come across my words and…
Well, you get the point. If you are real, I know my dream will come true. If not, well then you’re just the nice whiskered man who dons my wrapping paper and my door wreath.
I just want you to know that I want to believe as much as Lizzie does, and I will do everything in my power to be a good girl this year. Please consider taking me off the naughty list. I know a friend of yours, Buddy, and he once said, “The best way to spread Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear.”
Well, Santa, if that’s what it takes! I’m on it!
Merry Christmas, and thank you in advance for the consideration.